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[Thursday
January 26th, 2006 at 5:55pm]
peopleee...

k so i got sick of this username and stuff.

and i wanted a friends only one and decided to start new.

so people add....

marlboro_reds0
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[Thursday
January 26th, 2006 at 10:29am]
[ mood | amused ]

I've been googlized! lmaoo

I was looking for the music video "happy song" by mike pitt and ryan donowho's band pagoda...naturally, i go to google...

this is just crazy. *realizes im a loser for excitement and, yeahh*

http://www.google.com/search?q=pagoda+happy+song+music+video++michael+OR+pitt&hl=en&lr=&as_qdr=all&start=20&sa=N
(look at second search on page)
haha.

♥ peace

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Hi. [Wednesday
January 25th, 2006 at 12:37pm]
So, you people may have heard...

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R.I.P Chris Penn
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oh, and i love all these people..... [Friday
January 20th, 2006 at 5:20pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

in no particular order...Collapse )

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[Friday
January 20th, 2006 at 4:30pm]
New AIM name:

OpiummBlues

Add it, people.

Peace.
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[Wednesday
January 18th, 2006 at 5:26pm]
kay kay,

so i was happier today. dunno, just kinda decided not to dwell on what once was and what made me happy before because thats kinda the past. and i also realized people should live in the now anyway.

i guess theres really not much for me to say. i saw someone today which made me a tiny bit happier but i'm in a generally better mood after this whole heartbreak thing.

just another war story, i guess... i guess its what i should expect, me being the one to typically break things off and find stuff to do that, this time i guess it was back to get me, or something. whatever that means.

oh well, just decided on a little post about nothing really, haha...typical april. lol

peace,
april
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[Monday
January 16th, 2006 at 3:00am]
[ mood | bored ]

I love how I post when theres nothing to post about.

Just random things.

Okay, so heres pics cause I'm bored...

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And 'cause they're gorgeous...

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Peace.
April

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[Sunday
January 15th, 2006 at 12:58am]
[ mood | amused ]

Yayyyy so Death Cab was just on SNL.
The show really sucked.
But they played Soul Meets Body, of course,
then they played Crooked Teeth!!!
It's probably one of my favorite off their new album.
Anyway, they make me happy.
Sounds dumb and cliche but hey, they're an amazing band!

So my mom and I have been watching season 4 of Buffy TVS again.
We watched HUSH which never fails to creep me out what with The Gentlemen and all. Eek!
Before SNL we watched the one where Johnathan is like a world celebrity by way of magic and demons.
I will never get sick of Buffy.

That's basically it for now.

And for some Buffy-verse...

"You can't do that...Because it's wrong!"

Peace,
April

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[Friday
January 13th, 2006 at 5:10pm]
I feel terribly responsible.
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Sick. [Friday
January 13th, 2006 at 9:17am]
[ mood | confused ]

So I'm home sick today. I don't know lately I've been really really cold and shakey and this morning I woke up with the whole stomache thing again and could barely get up. I hate how I was just sick and got sick again, or it just calmed down for a little while and came back. Meh, whatever.

Anyway, I think I can't ever see one of my best friends again due to an incident that happened and that I've not been involved with for 7 months. I guess thats also why I'm sick, I'm kind of sick with worry. I mean, I had my situation like that already and it was terrible, and she was the last person I wanted to corrupt. But anyway too much info I can't say anything else.

I've lately realized that I need to just let my feelings out more. I've lived my whole life holdnig shit in and covering up denial and pain with a stupid fake smile. I mean, I don't like bringing people into my misery, thats why I'd lived like that. But I just need to let it be heard what I feel like. And not just politically anymore.

Ughhh, I feel like I'm writing all the posts I'd already written like three years ago when I was the "depressed teenager" and this seems all too farmiliar to me.

Anyway, I still need to get over something that was harder to get over than I thought. I figured heyy, it's just another war story but then you look at it and it felt like a lot more than just another person but whatever, it's normal to let things like this get to you for a while.

Well, I'm off to try to contact my best friend, again.

Peace,
April

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[Thursday
January 12th, 2006 at 7:22pm]
Now theres something to write about...

basically,

I've fucked up much too many times that I don't doubt I end up homeless tonight.

Later people.
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Wowzie [Thursday
January 12th, 2006 at 6:52pm]
[ mood | blah ]

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^^A line from a poem I wrote.
I decided to make a pic with it.


AAnyway, new Edie Sedgwick layout people.
Today was pretty boring, nothing to really say...Just wanted to make a post just to make a post.

Ughh I'm so glad that Marla and Diana were cut from Project Runway last night. I don't know its just Marla's a follower and copies other peoples designs and such. And Diana, I got sick of her take the front of the skirt and switch it around and it turns into a slip thing, those get annoying, I do agree with Santino about her voice.
Also, I'm convinced if Santino didn't have that facial hair and if he had blondish-white hair he'd look A LOT like Riff-raff from RHPS! Who else figures?

Well, the O.C is on tonight...And again I shall say "I love Johnny" *Sigh*
Gawd, I feel like a stupid teeny-bopper but Johnny AKA real name Ryan Donowho is gorgeous.
Wow.
Okay teeny-bopper moment is now over.

Okay assuming as how you all have NO clue as to what I'm talking about, except for a few of you.
I shall go.

And I will close this post with a Heidi Klum favorite...

Auf Wiedersehen...
you are IN or you are OUT,
April


Oh, so basically I love this guy...He's a genius...

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^^♥ Ben Gibbard
(Death Cab love, btw)

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Death Cab for Cutie "Your Bruise" [Wednesday
January 11th, 2006 at 3:09pm]
It's a backwards attraction to your forward eyes
But you're so far-sighted that you can't place trust
In what or who you recognize
We sped the plymouth cross the banks of the mississippi river
Mary timony was smaller then a super ball...
Chitter-chatter all these secrets started giving me the shivers
Plain and simply broken down near olympia
I think your bruise was understated,
'cause you can't feel this anymore
It's getting bluer and you can't keep faking
That you can't feel this anymore



*Sigh*
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[Wednesday
January 11th, 2006 at 2:55pm]
[ mood | sad ]

I'm gonna fucking cry.

Whatever.

Peace,
April

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Nope, no subject tonight. [Tuesday
January 10th, 2006 at 7:18pm]
[ mood | complacent ]

blah di blah.

So, I'm waay bored and tired.

I've practically finished Memoirs of A Geisha, its such a beautiful story.
And now I'm starting on Pride and Prejudice, I saw the movie and it was so wonderful that I must read the book.
My Mom is a huge Jane Austen fan, so I figured I might possibly be too.
So, I cried at the end of Pride and Prejudice...and again after watching A Walk to Remember later on that night.
Number two reasons why I'm such a romantic, lmao.

Anywhore, I've been talking to some really cool people again who I hadn't talked to in forever that I had missed talking to. Which is pretty cool I guess, to not like forget everything that once was and stuff.

But, I'm out.

Just felt like a boredom post.

Lates,
April

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